Altercation in the hallway, you a-maze me!
Allora and Dominic are perhaps the longest running novel of mine in terms of how long it's taken me to write their story down. Not because I don't know exactly what happens, and in what order, and how it all ends (read: I do), but because they're story is so second nature to me I've so often forgotten that there's work to be done.
So, waiting in limbo at the end of a work swing just the other day I decided to add a little to the Chronicles. This is a scene that for the most part was written years ago, but it is the altercation in the hallway that I wrote just recently and was important in tying together the earlier written scene in the maze with other important aspects of both characterisation and plot.
I hope you enjoy it!
Sam xox
Allora had thought that her usual
custom of ducking into the nearest secluded alcove when she noticed Dominic
heading in her direction would succeed in drawing him off more often than not.
She was a Princess, a representative of her kingdom and had had to rely on her
good image for so long that giving in to Dominic was dangerous. So dangerous,
in fact, that despite how much she secretly suspected that she wanted to she
knew it was her responsibility to act, at all times, like the Princess that she
was.
Therefore
when this afternoon, Allora saw out the corner of her eye, Dominic heading once
again in her direction she didn’t have to think twice before slipping into a
parallel hallway. The problem was Dominic was smarter than she gave him credit
for being and had begun to anticipate her attempts to avoid him. He slipped
into the hallway through another entrance that brought him to a standstill
right in her path, less than a few paces away.
Allora
froze for a moment, before pivoting on her heel to flee in the opposite
direction.
“Allora,
wait!”
The
hissed whisper worked almost as well as a physical restraint in stop her in her
tracks. Later, Allora would not have been able to explain why.
She
turned back to face him, almost sheepish.
“You’ve
been avoiding me.”
Not
a question.
“I
have.”
“Why?”
“You
know why.”
Dominic
ran a hand through his hair, tousling the dark curls of his out of his eyes.
“You cannot avoid me or this between us forever. Pretending with me will not
force me away. Not when there is so much here.”
“What
do you think is here?” Allora asked, driven by demons.
“Let
us explore this attraction between us; I think that maybe we are meant for one
another – already I yearn for you to be near me, I fear for your safety and not
only as my Princess. It is you that I
need, that I have been waiting for.” Dominic put a hand to his heart and gazed
at her, pleadingly. “I swear, on my honour, on my life and on my soul, that I
mean you no harm, and I will let you go if you find that I am wrong.”
Allora
sucked in a breath, forcing her limbs to remain by her sides and not to reach
out to him, take the hand he was now offering her. She shook her head and
forced her resolve but she was so much weaker than she should have been, and
had been, before.
“You know who I
am; what you are suggesting is improper and inconceivable. I am the Princess of
Messinia, I am meant to be above affairs and matters of the heart. I am not
like every girl – any girl – who has that freedom. You are asking far too much
of me.”
Allora
took a step back, Dominic made to follow. “No! Give me a chance, please.” He
reached out to touch her, and she was almost going to let him, when footsteps
sounded around the corner heading in their direction.
“Dominic
Wellsby, is that you I hear there?”
Allora
pulled away this time as if burnt, and took off on slippered feet in the
opposite direction before Dominic could regroup, lost to confront the fellow
courtier who had unknowingly interrupted.
Dominic caught
up with her again further into the maze of the palace gardens, despite her
attempts to lose him.
“Stop running
from me, Allora!” The words were quiet, so as to not draw attention during the
autumn afternoon, but firm. Insistent. Almost pleading.
“Then stop
following me.” She turned to gaze at him, eyes searching. “Please.”
Dominic paused
to run a hand through his tousled dark hair. “Don’t you see? Don’t you
understand?” Allora gasped as he closed the distance between them and took hold
of her elbows, drawing her further to him. “You’re a part of me now; I can’t
think but of you, I dream of you, I can’t bare you anywhere but near me. I need
you – I can’t explain it but I do. I know you feel this too.”
Allora pulled
back, trying to breathe; she couldn’t think. She took one step, then another,
backing away from him. He followed, stalking her like a predator, eyes blazing
with need. “Please, Dominic, you know that we can’t do this.”
“Do I? Because I
don’t see you calling for guards, I don’t see disgust or disinterest in your
eyes. I see the same dark desire and need that I feel.”
She tried to
take another step and found that her back met the cold marbled edge of one of
the garden’s impressive staircases. Yet he followed once more, his body now
pressed to hers.
“If you can tell
me now, truthfully, looking into my eyes, that you wish me to leave you and
never return – then I will go, I will never pursue you. I’m no monster, Allora.
I won’t force myself on you, and I won’t continue where I’m so unwanted.” His
eyes met hers with confidence. “But I can see you, straight into your eyes and
your heart. I can see your soul, and I know that it cries for mine, like mine
cries for you.”
She made to
protest, but he pressed a finger to her lips to silence her.
“Allora:
princess of Messinia is not all you are. You are a woman, flesh and blood, and
you breathe.” He pressed a hand to her heart, which thumped an ecstatic taboo.
“Your heart beats.” He bent low to brush a kiss to one cheek, then the next,
then moved to look into her eyes again. “Now tell me, Princess, Allora, Ally, do you want me to leave you?”
She couldn’t
even form the words; her mouth opened to protest, lips moved, but no sound
escaped. Allora shook her head to clear it, but when their eyes locked she lost
all motivation for denial.
Then her hands
were in his hair, clasping him to her, lips pressed to his with all the passion
she had restrained these past weeks. Her blood rising only for him.
Suddenly she
felt like she’d woken from a dream, or was in the most beautiful of dreams, and
she never wanted to return to the way she was.
They remained
that way for some time; tongues tangling, breath mingled, hands grasping.
Neither was fulfilled, neither could get close enough. Dominic pressed kisses
down her neck, sliding the hem of her gown to the side for more access.
They were on
fire, desire between them steadily growing too hot to bear, when Dominic pulled
back suddenly and drew in a deep breath to recall oxygen back to his brain.
Allora looked at
him in confusion; her arms still snaked into his hair. She went to brush the
stray lock of obsidian hair out of his eyes but he caught her hand and pressed
the finger of his other hand to his lips.
That’s when she
heard a familiar voice call her name in exasperation:
“Allora?
Princess Allora?” The woman was anxious, and Allora could almost see her pacing
in irritation. “Good lord, where has that impulsive girl gone to now? Allora!”
Maddy’s voice
came from above, most likely at the top of the staircase Allora and Dominic
were perched under.
“It’s Maddy,”
Allora whispered to him. “I-I have to go.”
For once Dominic
did not protest, instead he released her and took a step backwards. They both
took a moment to collect themselves.
When Dominic had
straightened his clothes and run a hand through his hair once more to settle
it, fruitlessly as it would never be contained, he moved to twist back a lock
of Allora’s hair that had come loose from the elaborate coiffure her maids had
arranged atop her head. As Maddy’s furious footsteps faded away and the woman
hurried off to look for Allora somewhere else their eyes met again.
“Say you’ll
visit me, Ally. Tonight.”
“Dominic, you
know I can’t.”
He put a hand to
her cheek and leant his forehead to hers. “Say you will, you know how much I
need you to. I know you need me too.” He pressed a hot, passionate kiss to her
lips that ended too soon. “The woodcutter’s cottage after sunset, I’ll be
waiting for you, Ally.”
Then he released
her and was gone, striding away from her towards the stables.
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